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Two weeks ago, whilst in a Barnes & Noble (the library for profit) on the Upper West Side of Manhattan, I was overcome to look into Proust, being an English Lit Major who constantly dreads of never really having finished his degree.
I bought Swann's Way. My acquaintances called me crazy. My friends, who knew me, said, "be careful, it's like heroin, start slowly." I have since found your newsletter, and your most delightful "Support Group" page, which I've forwarded to numerous friends and acquaintances; many have bought their own copies.
Wish me luck. I haven't the camaraderie of housemates, and my circle of support is extending from NYC to Chicago to Fayetteville, but I think we're on to something.
Thanks,
Bob

Thanks to you, Bob! I'd just like to mention, in regard to the heroin warning of your friends, that Proust was a fan of many drugs, but not heroin. Proust reading is more culturally related to more salutary (and less destructive) drug experiences.

I have to hand it to you: your insights on the handling of neurotics are stunning. I read the article and howled, then handed it directly to my office mate, who is in a long lasting (well, two years) relationship/running battle with a guy who fits your criteria *exactly*. It's uncanny; it's like you knew him. But this raises a question. What's wrong with those of us who put up with and cultivate these relationships? Does Marcel have any insights to offer? That's a rhetorical question; of course he does. It's just a matter how many and where they are. A follow-up article would be welcome!
Thanks again for your outstanding analysis.
Nicholas

A friend passed along to me your article, "Handling of Neurotics", since I am currently in a relationship, of sorts, with a neurotic. This information was particularly enlightening and as I read it, I had this strange sense that you knew personally the man who is at present making me crazy. Reading about subjunctive cases, compulsions, the "avid protection of the soft inner core," I recognized my man immediately. Perhaps some neurosis of my own keeps me in or maybe I just like the craziness of him.
Yours in careful handling,
kimmel

Amazing, is it not, how neurosis shares behavior in so many creatures? The splendid Miss X, who provided me with wisdom on the issue, has sent the following letter remarking on her current inclination towards neurosis... And there will be more on this subject in the future.

I see my position as that of the old guard who must eventually step aside and make room for those who would try to understand/indulge in/suffer with/ and become compulsively engrossed in neurotic interaction. Proust is so relevant because the neuroses follow a pattern or formatting that is constant or universal, if you will. So it is with my views, all a synthesis of many years of nervous breakdowns- my own and those of my uncle and G.- readings by contributors such as Freud and Horney on the one hand, then the artistes on the other. We know something of the plunges into madness, but as time goes on, and the severe ones lead to suicide, etc. the romantic gives way (for me, at least) to a kind of ecology of preservation (self) and longing for simpler beings to inhabit my universe...enter flora and fauna, austere walls, museum studies such as those I have been doing: hanging out with people who have been dead for 9000 years. These new friends are quiet, don't give me complicated social interactions to manage (at least I haven't crossed over into this murky philia yet...) and I am able to see how fleeting our lives are by the presence of those who have gone before us. In their previous 'soft tissue' manifestation, they lived, breathed, had sex and suffered all parallel to ourselves. Finally, our 'soft tissue' will fall away and what will be left is a calcified souvenir that we once existed. This takes me far from the prankishness of my earlier years, which I remember fondly and still utilize those gifts of insight gained in the process. In short, I am now more identified with the naturalists. I still have no problem seeing the connection between the sojourning naturalists who traveled and collected specimens and such and the naturalists of art and literature. Though the naturalist movement in art seems to be the decadents rather than the lovingly petted 'true naturalists'. There is so much that is wretched in our world, but for the young, who are wonderful sponges and in whom we must put our faith and dreams (no matter how starved) there is only tomorrow and the wonders of life. For me one of these wonders was the proud, complex, motivated and tormented neurotic.


Ah, Miss X... The young years we spent together glow with Proustian marvels, and so do the current ones!

As an avid WELLurker of several years, my curiosity was piqued when in the course of some WWW-surfing I saw the name cynsa, which I recognized from weird, or books, or classical, or wherever... Cynsa led me to Proust Said That, which I have enjoyed browsing.
I was inspired to email, however, by something quite more curious than seeing Cynsa's name on the Web. I am a collector of fine art photography, especially portraiture, and I like very much Dean Gustafson's cover for the premiere issue of PST. I liked even more the use of M. Proust's eyes as an icon. But I liked INCREDIBLY much the design of the two madeleines, which seem (to me) clearly to be a morphology of the eyes icon.
Merci mille fois...
jrigney

My charming friend Cynsa is a member of the WELL staff, and she and our friend Jeffrey Gray (vision ) are responsible for the presence of PST on The World Wide Web. They have also brought me onto the Web, in spite of my lack of knowledge about this remarkable phenomenon, and I have already become an email junkie. Dean Gustafson is both a serious fine artist and now a superb computer artist as well, but the gorgeous transition of his work into the WWW version has been the splendid action of Jeffrey Gray.

Just discovered you on The Web. Thrilled, delighted, wishing I were reading him right now. Do you know if there are any Proust lists on the Net? Would anyone be interested in joining one? Would anybody have the technical ability to organize one? Nothing would make me happier. I've read in search of lost time three times now, and would love to reread/discuss it with other fanatics/fans/appreciative souls.
Thanks,
annie

Well, Miss Annie, I do not personally have the ability to organize such a computer activity, but I can assure you that other emailers are potentially inclined in this direction. If the perfect candidate sends me mail, I will introduce you! Here, in fact, is mail from a likely person...

Wow! I really love your newsletter. It's amazing. I am a grad student in psychology. spending my spare time working my way through RTP. While I spend most of my spare time reading Proust, I spend some of it on the Net, and today I was thinking what a great thing it would be if there was some way to combine the two, and clearly, your newsletter is exactly the thing. I will likely get no work done now, but how happy I will be.
I haven't read much of the newsletter yet, though I used to live in Santa Cruz, and I purchased a large quantity of that peppery Grenache featuring the cameo of Proust on the label.
Do you know of any newsgroup or something that does discussions of Proust?
Thanks loads,
Mark Sabbagh

I don't know of a newsgroup discussing Proust; but perhaps you and Miss Annie should become acquainted? I suspect that likely candidates for this activity will make themselves known to PST, and I will be delighted to introduce you to each other.

I've just gotten my Web connection fired up, and I've spelunked (I'm not sure why, but this caving term is the metaphor I like to use for browsing cyberspace) upon the Proust Said That pages. Cool. My utmost respect to the Remembrance of Things Past reading group; a truly significant accomplishment. I read part of it in a class on 20th century continental literary treatments of time (amazing the courses one can find in liberal arts.) I clearly recall the day we tried to diagram a Proustian sentence. We concluded that an N-dimension hypertext blackboard would be necessary for the task...
Kevin S. Eves

Thanks for your kind words, the amusing diagrammatic suggestion, and the virtual howdy!


...The knowledge would have brought me more rapidly to the idea that we ought never to bear a grudge against people, ought never to judge them by some memory of an unkind action, for we do not know all the good that, at other moments, their hearts may have sincerely desired and realized.

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